Saturday, April 3, 2010
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
After dropping Daniel off this morning, I felt so free. The Holy Spirit swept over me like a cloud filled with stale, odorless fruit, and it suddenly hit me: I'm going to L.A. tomorrow. Actually today now. I am going to change people's lives, and especially my own. I rarely feel like I did driving home this morning. I felt as though God had fixed everything for a little while, for a couple of hours. But feelings are not discerned often enough. We have to stop and think about why we feel certain ways. I realized that the way I felt in the car was one of those feelings I get when everything is going exactly the way I want it to. But it's almost as if feelings have flavors... I could practically taste this Holy Ghost in the car, yet I had a sudden revelation that made me feel selfish and lucky. Feelings are one of the most interesting parts of life... they're entertaining and totally underrated. We just have to stop ourselves sometimes when our feelings might get us into trouble, or we are thinking too hard about something. Our minds try to figure things out.
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